DONT KNOW WHERE TO START OR WHAT TO DO

At the very start I need to tell this that if I sound deranged or imbalanced you were not the first one to judge to that. I have been given lots of names by many people. Indeed I know it myself and am proud of it. The kind of life I have led will make men drop dead from sheer mental exhaustion. If I seem awkward at a few times what the heck. I suffer from a hero complex. I believe I have the power in me to set things right. Remember when Uncle Ben parker told Peter Parker "With great power comes great responsibility”, I felt somebody was telling me those things. What exactly is my power????

Well I don’t know if u can call it a super power but I have an amazing power to study and grasp things in a sec that would take normal beings days.I believe I have read more than any of my generation and age and I am not boasting. I am equallywell read in literature, physics, math, history, philosophy, computers, law.......the list goes on.

 

And I don’t know where to start and what to do. Comical,huh? I believe all the knowledge that I have acquired should not waste in vain in some corporate office. But everything in my life seems to go in that direction and I don’t seem to have any control over it. Prospects in the future look so bleak, dull and terrifying. And I feel I have been put in here for a reason more than just to earn a secure and comfort life for me and my family. I feel I have a mission to accomplish. Reader, if u like laughing go right ahead and I shall laugh with you. But I can’t change who I am, can I? For the time being I am utterly confused and have a single motto in life…..”KNOW THYSELF” for that is the only thing worth doing.